Either there is to much on my mind, or GOD has a funny way of communicating with me.
Something that most people don't know about me, or I tend to not talk about much (so that I am not looked at as weird) is that I have had communications with GOD. Mostly through visions or dreams or physical-like beings talking to me. They have only happened a couple of times, and usually are strong if I am extreamely spiritually intuned or going through a strong sense of dispair.
This time, GOD has showed up during my dispair.
As you guys know, I am quite depressed about my job situation. I had a dream last night that the company moved down the shore, and I wasn't able to work there because of the commute. Easy way out right? I wish. But what was interesting as I started remembering more things from the dream...
I was in one big huge house, with family, friends and strangers. The feeling I felt was... I was saving people. Saving people from what you ask? As corny as it may seem, from "themselves."
Ok, now I don't think I am a prophet or anything, but this really sounded to me something that GOD or Jesus would say. It was as if everyone had a problem, and I just ran around trying to help them. When I finished another, someone else needed my help. I would fly through the house as if I was some kind of superhero. My dreams can get like that. It was very overwhealming, but I handled it.
What does this all mean? As I was thinking about it at my desk this morning. Like most times when GOD wants to tell me something, it was voiced to me. What I heard was...
"you are the avatar of me."
What is an Avatar? I know that within the Hindu culture it is a GOD that takes on physical form for a special purpose. I know that in the christian sense, Jesus is an Avatar. Then there is the cartoon toon show that I always watch. Maybe I just been watching to much of the show. Or maybe GOD used the show to show me some kind of understanding.
So how am I the Avatar of GOD?
I questioned GOD, as I always do. And then I remembered an article I read awhile back. "10 Ways that Jesus showed his Love." Ok GOD, am I suppose to be using these virtues in my life? Why did I feel like GOD was smiling at me. lol. At that moment I felt comforted because it has been a minute that I have talked to GOD in this way. I guess I felt sad because I felt that I was so caught up in my life that GOD wouldn't send me these special communications. GOD does still care about me, and my day started becoming a little brighter.
This is just another Phoenix stage in my life. I have had a couple, and even documented some of them in my blog. I call it the phoenix stage because I feel like I am going to be reborn again... but I have to die to reach that new level. I have to hit the bottom to get to the top. Me leaving my job, not feeling creative, car breaking down is like my low. Me getting a new job that will be more creative, that will expense my new car will be the phoenix unleashing!
But I can't get there just me being me. I have to be the "Avatar of God."
The embodiment. The concept. The archetype.. of all the goodness and all the love that GOD IS.
Now how do I do that?
"You already know," GOD said.
TO BE CONTINUED...
12 comments:
i knew it...*hug*
Don't keep us waiting too long. Post part 2. lol
ummm, I share Ty's sentiment, you betetr not make me hold my breath! Remember that you are not at the bottom to be reaching towards the top. Don't feel low, try feeling grateful. If you are greatful over few God will make you ruler over many! In your time of despair don't forget to be grateful. (not saying that you're not :-))
and Soldier confirms that you already know...
You already know this job situation will work itself out. You have talent beyond many and you will find a home to showcase it in due time.
Avatar... Ok... I will accept that. Know yourself as God knows you. He honors your thought and acts upon it.
the phoenix will circle the burned cinder that was earth after ragnarok - the battle at the end of the universe. the phoenix is traditionally an allegory of the resurrection and of life after death
hopefully your situation will not sink that low.. but its an interesting analogy.
do we really all have to die for u to get a new job and get that transmission fixed??
As the old saying goes, the Lord works in mysterious ways. He has His own way of revealing himself to us and pointing us in the direction we need to go. We all have the power within ourselves, but we just need the guidance. I know you'll be fine. Be optimistic and look up! (Read my latest blog.)
Be inspired. If you wish change, you must work towards it. It won't happen on it's own. God has great plans for all of us but it's up to us to live up to our potential.
~Damnit!
VERY EMPOWERING!!!
I definetely believe that GOD speaks to and through people. You are a blessing to yourself and those around you. I am glad that you are at a point to move forward to bigger and better things. Know that you will always have my support and the support of the "Dream Team"
Awww shawn that's why we call u "Dreamsnafitted" Your on a path to greatness.
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