FIVEBLACKGUYS :: GAY BASHING

BOYS NIGHT OUT! Updated!

Friday Night I got a chance to hang out with my boys at the Hotel, and I had so much fun! We got a chance to drink, eat, bug out, dip into the pool and we had an interesting conversation about me in the Hot Tub! Thanks Guys, I needed it!

UPDATE: HERE IS THE VIDEO!

There was also a party on Saturday I went to, that I got so hungover the next morning! Sunday me and Remarkable went on a Double Date to see 2012... MAN... Im moving to Africa! LOL! What did yah do this weekend?

{note: only a cap full of vodka will get me drunk! LOL!}

The FINISH THE SENTENCE Game

UnEmployment Rehab

Sorry I didn't get a chance to write yesterday, but I will do two post today! Maybe I'm not as bad as I think. I have moments where I break down. Two nights ago was that! After some talk, some sleep and some space... I feel like I'm back on the road to feeling better. When u don't have a job and u feel like u lost your self worth... It effects you on the inside. You feel like u don't deserve things like friendship cause you can't be happy go lucky around them, or you don't have the money to hang... It's a lot. When you see yourself slipping until somebody your not, it hurts.

In other news I had an interview today! I was happy about that, but was scared to share it with people because what if I don't get it? Then people may see me as a failure... And I hate to be that vulnerable. But I know I have to. A lot of people are hurting and even more so then me, so I have to just be positive and if the job is meant to be, they will call. I just have to keep moving...

I feel like I'm in rehab when I type on this thing lol.

Will holla at yah later! Thanks for reading.

i slept on the floor

im a bad person.

iDont care what you guys say. I am. I don't pay attention. I have a broken tooth. I am a stinky nasty funk. I can't please. I am broke. I am a procrastinator. but I don't mean to do or be these things...

I can only be a success by the things I do, not by who I think I am.

I wonder how many time I have apologized in my life?

I wonder how many times I will apologize in the future?

bad people sleep on the floor... like a bad dog.

who just shitted inside the house.

go to your corner shawn!