Ok so a couple of people have been wondering...
HAS YOUR BLOG TURNED INTO A VIDEO BLOG?
LOL... well no. At least that was not the intent. What has been taking up most of my time is looking for a job. Being unemployed has made me feel like I don't have a contribution to this world. I know that is not the case, but that is how I have been feeling. But I stay on my grind and stay busy.
Being part of the FIVEblackgUys has helped me to contain my creative side, and I appreciate that a lot! I really enjoy the two new members... shout out to Marco and Dyvon! I really think we are on the fast track to making a movement. I have a strong passion for video editing now, and I never thought I would! So YEAH ME!
Me and Remarkable are doing very well. He has a whole new set of friends that he is really happy about, so they come over, chill... eat. Whatever! I play happy Housewife for a change, LOL. I have lost contact with some of my friends for various reasons. Sometimes I feel like they don't want to hang out with me because I'm unemployed. Sometimes I feel they don't want to hang out with me because they have to pick me up for us to chill. Sometimes I feel that they are into there own problems to really worry about mine. No matter what it is, I still care about them a lot, and that will never leave. I guess once I have my job, I will have more energy to be "SHAWN" again.
Im going to post again tommorrow, cause I do want to start writing again, it may be shorter then usual, but we will see...