Monday, July 28, 2008

the gay demon



"...Once upon a time, I had a friend, that loved me unconditionally. Then she found out I was gay. Yet even still, she accepted me and loved me. Soon thereafter as I was telling her of my troubles, she took the opportunity to state that the cause of my troubles was that someone placed a demon inside me, and casted me away, never to associate herself with me again. It broke my heart and our 10 year relationship..."

Many Homosexuals have been lead to believe that we have a spirit in us that controls us and leads us from doing right. Some call this the gay demon. A sin, an abomination is he. For he is the one that will lead us to the depths of hell...




Meet Aden.

Aden is my gay demon. Aden possessed me at the age of 16, even though he was with me all my life. Like most gay demons, they have to use an object to tempt there host, much like the apple from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. Aden had a hard time finding the right object for me.

At the age of 8, he tried to use my mother's lipstick. "Shawn try this, the color will look so good on you, Girl!" I picked up the lipstick, and turned it as it slide towards my lips. I stopped. Put the lipstick down and went to play video games. "Damn It!", he said, I have to try something better!

At the age of 12, he tried to use my sister's jump rope. "Shawn try this, it will make you jump for joy, Girl!" I picked up the jumprope, and placed it behind me. I stopped, put the jumprope down and went to play video games. "Damn it Again!", he said, I have to try something even better!

At the age of 16, during a sleepover he decided to use what I loved the most: Video Games! "Shawn try this, it will be so much fun, Girl!" So I picked up the joystick, and played for hours and hours. Then as I was beating the last level, my friend put his head on my lap. My friend was a guy. He was on my lap. Sleeping. Oh no, I didn't know what to do! My dick started to get hard! My face started to sweat, and everything started to turn RED!

Aden had finally did it! He finally turned me GAY! Oh the other Gay Demons started to pump and dip, and vogue for dear life! Who knew that videogames could make teenagers gay! It was all over for me, Aden was here to stay! Aden rejoiced in my underbelly as he sipped on a watermelon martini. Finally he was leading my soul to Hell.

As the months and the years passed by, Aden started to get impatient. He wondered. When will I be able to return to the pits of hell in which I came? This homosexuality thing just wasn't making me, well... evil. Actually I started being a better person. Aden was angry! "Go kiss on that boy, and see how the humans will hate you, then you will see the world's ways. Become Evil, let me lead you to hell!"

But the kiss actually made me smile. It mad me happy. It made me fall in love. Through my love with this man, it made me a more loving and peaceful spirit, standing up for what was right, and helping those in need. It allowed me not to judge, and see the beauty in others.

"No! That is not what Gay people do!" said Aden," You suppose to hide yourself from the world! Have multiple sex with multiple people! Drink and smoke until you get AIDS, and die in the pits of hell while wearing women's clothing!" So I asked Aden, who told you that?

"You did."

"Me?"

"Yes you, and the rest of your kind."

Then I realized that, the only way for me to be free was just not to listen to the negative comments and sterotypes that have been put on me. If I just stop beleiving that I had a gay demon inside of me, then it would just simply go away. And it did.

So the moral of the story is...

"Lesbians Lies & Fag Tales stop giving DEMONS power over YOU, give GOD the Glory! Your are a loving and beautiful human being gay, straight, or otherwise! Don't let nobody tell you about who you are! Your an evolving and every changing being, Live your Life! And play a videogame or something!"

20 comments:

fuzzy said...

yes, play a videogame! it makes it all better!!!

Darius T. Williams said...

Wow Shawn - you wrote this with so much eloquence and power. Every homo-hater needs to take a look at this and begin their long journey to awareness and acceptance. I loved this!

Great writing.

WhozHe said...

Wow, pretty powerful it's kind of like a kids story about being gay. A kids story that most adult gay men should have read. But we didn't know, and couldn't put it into words the way you just did. Excellent! If you don't mind I want to paste and print this posting and pass it on to several people. Some pastors also need to read this. Thanks.

bLaQ~n~MiLD said...

I commend you for this post. Very well written Sir Shawn!

~Damnit!

AcousticSoul said...

Writing and storytelling at it's best. I loved this piece. I like how you portayed the demon and how in the end the love of LIFE won!

" . . .Live your Life! And play a video game or something!"

Omar Ramon said...

all the "big" words in my vocabulary could not have done this. I'm proud of you.

This, ladies and gentlemen, is why he is MY Shawn.

jerzey_reality said...

Great post SHAWN....thas right don't let the lesbian lies and fag tales determine who u are or wut ull become.

Im glad that u were able to find peace and love and continue ur own growth. Cuz we all need that...love, peace, and support so that we may continue our development and evolution.

Joey Bahamas said...

Yeup Shawn! I loved this...you are indeed a beautiful individual! Mwah...

Jersey Brotha said...

Bravo Shawn!!

Turn me up a lil said...

That ish was real creative

K.C. said...

So descriptive and great moral ... I gotta step up my game on my blog! LOL

ShawnQt said...

I really appreciate the love on this post, I was so nervous writing it because people are sensitive about it, but I had to get it out!

It was in response to another blogger who is blogging about being gay, and wanting to get rid of his gay demon so he can be straight.

Now I don't knock anyone's hustle, but these Lesdian Lies and Fag Tales need to stop! We make up all these things and it keeps us from living our lives! Ok if you want to change, then just change, but if you keep thinking your evil (when obviously your not) it really fucks up ur head when u do go over the rainbow!

Barney said...

A Gay Demon?
Ive pondered this all evening. So, let me throw this out there....
Im female, Im not a lesbian, Ive had experiences, they were interesting, but I prefer men.
I still find women attractive, at tims I want to touch, I want to feel, I want to explore...but I still prefer men (hey...we have that in common LOL)

I honestly dont believe their is a demon w/in you. I believe you are who you are. Period.. end of discussion.
Men with men & women with women - these issues have been around for centuries.. back to the days of old... digest it.. if it wasnt ment to be, wasnt to be a part of some peoples lives, then wouldnt God of made it so? Have made it so Eve wouldnt of taken that apple? Which supposedly opened up the world of darkness (sorry..Im not a huge bible reader)
Like dangling candy in front of a diabetic...

If you dont want it to be so.. then dont put the fruits of temptation out in front

Where am I going with this...
Gay or Straight.. you are you.. you contribute to this world daily, you have thoughts, feelings, idea's... you are worthy, you are caring, you are loving, you are Y O U!!!

Be happy, and live your life to the fullest.. and love what you are..and who you are!

Promiscuous X said...

Hmmmm My GAY Demon ...*sigh* ..I dont even know what to say about it but, moving on.

@ Shawn I loved you post man and It made me think alot and im still thinking. I think im coming over today. I think its time for cocktail hour lol. I need to express my recently developed demon lol. And boy he is a motherfucka, I tell you.

@ Barney you comment touched me werd up.

ponoono said...

good post but...

do you expect us to really believe that you did NOT try that lipstick on??

good fiction requires the willing suspension of disbelief.. and there you have such full lips....

Thoughts said...

Yo this post was wonderful. Well thought out and well illustrated. Awesome!

jonathan perry | justbthat.com said...

you give me life man...thank you soo much for that post...I admit i have a gay demon also his name is self...lol. I love and embrace him.

My gay demon and i are living proof that beauty and the beast can live together happily.

much love to you baby!

jp

Anonymous said...

Nice article, but I have to admit, I do believe demons exist. The problem is that many of us are not properly aware about them, their operation and purpose. The sole purpose of the devil is to kill, steal and destroy mankind...even if it means distorting is sexual nature, immersed in confusion, riddled with disease and die alone. That is not in the promises of God.

Gary T. P. said...

Amazing...my goodness

kennyking78 said...

Thank you for this story. I was just thinking about how so many of us fall by the wayside because of beliefs and stereotypes that are perpetuated.

Somebody said what was I thinking. This is awesome and definitely a keeper.