I have been talking to my ex lately.
Not Fuzz. But David.
David is the guy that I talked about mostly on my [adult swim] blog. He is doing really well with his career. He is now a major graphic designer at one of the top companies that makes fashion shoes. I am very proud of him. After my breakup, you feel like you want someone familiar to talk to. Somebody that really knew you inside and out.
I called him upthinking I was going to get some kind of
"there, there its going to be ok"
and what I got was "Hmmm, that sounds familiar!"
Talk about shade! lol. Is he pushing karma in my face? Well I never! I broke up with him pretty dirty, and I do feel bad about it. But in my defense, he treated me dirty to, that's why I left. In he past. Anyway... I was just happy that he wasn't still mad at me and holding a grudge. We talked about the guys that he met after me, and all the sexual adventures he had, and how mature he has grown. He is now in a committed relatonship with his boyfriend, and they are coming up on a year. He seems like a nice guy, but my ego tells me he will never love him like I did.
Ego, stop it!
Over the weeks I have been asking him advise on things on what I should do with things that was going on in my life. He has really been a friend to me. I always missed that about him. Now that I think about it, David and Daniel (Fuzz) are very similiar:
1) They are both silly. Goofy even!
2) They both have strong opinons, and will let you know strongly about them!
3) They both think they know me so well, and like calling me out on it!
"He told me once, to be careful, and let people go through there growth.
I don't want somebody to do to you, what I did to you."
That was really good to hear. I always say this. You can love people, but you can't always be in a relationship with them. I do still love David, I mean he was my first, and my longest relationship, so it is expected. And I love him because I want to see him happy in his relationship. Maybe one day, I don't know, we will hang out as friends.
What do you guys think?
Can someone still be friends with there ex?
How soon is to soon?
Or should exes just stay in the past?