hello!

So Fuzzy & I are ok.

It was just a lot of emotions, miscommunication, and immaturity involved. When you don't feel balanced, your emotions make you do a lot of irrational things. What I learned from all that was that He's not the bad guy. I have to stop making him feel like that. He is a good man, and he tries. He may not go as fast as I want him to go, but all good things come to those who wait. I am very happy with the outcome.

Side note: Sex is banging after you make up!

Anywoo... We went to the club that Friday, and all of us was like, we had a BANGING TIME! Fuzzy was drinking a little, and man did he loosen up! He was dancing all over me, and it was turning me on! I loved the attention, and he was dancing up a storm. I never seen him like that before, but it was cool. It's not a bad idea to get to the club before 12, then come back. If its free, its for me!

I feel bad that I have been slacking on my exercise regime. Guilty even. A lot of people have noticed that I have gotten a lil thick, but I only weigh 145lbs standing at 5' 6. I guess people are used to seeing me skinny.While my stomach is flat, I just miss my abs. I guess comments like me getting fat or thick are effecting me. So now I got to get back on the ball.

We are starting a new division at my job where we help small businesses get started by giving them services to answer phone calls, a mailbox, and be like there own lil mini office, with a conference room and all. I don't think its going to fly personally... but we will see. If it does work, then it will bring in more money, but I really feel like leaving by the end of the year. I love my job, really I do, but there is hidden tension between the employees and the boss in reference to money and healthcare. My boss does care about us, and he is trying but he's getting old. I think he is keeping the company going just for us. I hate getting blamed for stuff that isn't my fault. But I should be more on top of things.

I wish Omar would move in already! He is going to be living next door, and I can't wait until everything is ready! I hooked Jay up with a guy, and he really likes him! We will see how that goes, don't want to put any pressure on him.

Ok let me get back to work before I get fired, just wanted to peep in and say hello!