Wednesday, May 16, 2007

hello!

So Fuzzy & I are ok.

It was just a lot of emotions, miscommunication, and immaturity involved. When you don't feel balanced, your emotions make you do a lot of irrational things. What I learned from all that was that He's not the bad guy. I have to stop making him feel like that. He is a good man, and he tries. He may not go as fast as I want him to go, but all good things come to those who wait. I am very happy with the outcome.

Side note: Sex is banging after you make up!

Anywoo... We went to the club that Friday, and all of us was like, we had a BANGING TIME! Fuzzy was drinking a little, and man did he loosen up! He was dancing all over me, and it was turning me on! I loved the attention, and he was dancing up a storm. I never seen him like that before, but it was cool. It's not a bad idea to get to the club before 12, then come back. If its free, its for me!

I feel bad that I have been slacking on my exercise regime. Guilty even. A lot of people have noticed that I have gotten a lil thick, but I only weigh 145lbs standing at 5' 6. I guess people are used to seeing me skinny.While my stomach is flat, I just miss my abs. I guess comments like me getting fat or thick are effecting me. So now I got to get back on the ball.

We are starting a new division at my job where we help small businesses get started by giving them services to answer phone calls, a mailbox, and be like there own lil mini office, with a conference room and all. I don't think its going to fly personally... but we will see. If it does work, then it will bring in more money, but I really feel like leaving by the end of the year. I love my job, really I do, but there is hidden tension between the employees and the boss in reference to money and healthcare. My boss does care about us, and he is trying but he's getting old. I think he is keeping the company going just for us. I hate getting blamed for stuff that isn't my fault. But I should be more on top of things.

I wish Omar would move in already! He is going to be living next door, and I can't wait until everything is ready! I hooked Jay up with a guy, and he really likes him! We will see how that goes, don't want to put any pressure on him.

Ok let me get back to work before I get fired, just wanted to peep in and say hello!

8 comments:

Soldier said...

Glad to hear that everything's fine my chubby friend... lol

ThisMightBeMe said...

Good News....Glad to see that things are looking up.

Quaheem said...

It was certainly wonderful seeing you all this past friday....

although I was a drunkard....:-)

Glad u and Fuzzy are ok as well!

Quarter Life Crisis of a Black Woman said...

Glad to have u back! You were missed in blog world!

Jay said...

Isn't sex great after a big fight? I kno you two tore that room down! Good match so far and yes omar needs to hurry up (but I'm not moving shit O...lol)

kennyking78 said...

I am glad to hear that you and Fuzzy are doing well again.

Man, if the weight isn't right it is time for some C&C (cardio and crunches. Make it happen!

A change in jobs may be just what you need. You never know, it may give you more perspective in your relationship, your personal image, and life overall.

I, too, went out last weekend, and like Fuzzy, had quite a bit to drink. My friends are telling me that I am loosened up as well. Hopefully I did not get TOO loose. MyBaby was out of town. Anyways, enough about me... this is your blog.

I always enjoy your posts.

fuzzy said...

i am tired of omar having two homes as well! pick one dammit! Its like he been movin in for like 3 or 4 weeks! but he is still not in yet...

your stomach will be fine i am sure of it... (btw i wasn't one of the ones that pointed it out) I will not be the one that points out other peoples downfalls, it may be a insecurity! And i aint gonna be the cause of sumone killin themselves outta depression...

fuzzy said...

oh i forgot, jay's MHT (man having potential) is cute! Its nice to see ppl doing well, and jay did great wit this guy. u betta hold on to him no matter how big his dick is! :-)