looking for excitement

For the past week, I have been feeling like I need some excitement in my life!

Then I was wondering why do I feel this way? My life is far from boring. I have an amazing boyfriend, great friends, & a good & stable life. What is there to complain about? Well... I'm not complaining. I wouldn't want it any other way. But I think within all of us, there is this little part of us that wants to do or feel something out of the ordinary.

I really think its the winter! I think all this snow and cold has really got my body all bundled up all the time. I'm always wrapped up, and there is no way for me to let go and be free! A trip to an island would really get me going! Wow, just the thought of it...



..anyway.

Buying this new computer has really set back my expenses. I have been earning some money thanks to Trent Jackson giving me the oppurtunity to design his Book Advertisements for his new book "Full Circle." He's a great friend, great to work with, and pays well and on time! He really appreciates and understands the time and quality I put into my work. That makes me feel really good! Jared has also been working with me to get a new design gig, so I'm happy about that. All that to say...

I still don't have the money to go to an ISLAND!

So then what do you do here, in good ol' Jersey to bring some EXCITEMENT IN MY LIFE!

The thing about excitement is, you can only replicate an experience so many times until it becomes boring or not as exciting as it used to be. I love listening to music, and dancing, but I can only experience that so many times. I would get so excited when SEXYBACK would blast through my speakers... now I'm like, whatever!

I feel for some reason that this experience has to be thrusted on me, like it has to be unexpected. I don't know... I'm just talking out of my head.

What do you think? Anything exciting happen in ur life?