I first want to say that I am NOT breaking up with Fuzzy! So everyone can stop sending him e-mails & text messages, lol. I love my Fuzzy (Yup Yup) I love my Fuzzy!
I wrote the poem out of an insecurity I have felt over the years. I mean I was a virgin for 24 years.... Let me explain. While I have been intimate with a guy since I was 16 (kissing, oral, grinding), I have never had intercourse until I was 24. I lost my virginity to someone I loved who was also a virgin. It was a great experience, even though I was laughing the entire time!
Thinking: "Look at me I'm having sex!" LOL
Anyway... I was the top in that situation. The plan was for us to have a versatile relationship. But of course, the relationship didn't last that long. He may not know this, but when he told me that after we broke up, he topped somebody, it got me thinking...
Did he break up me because I wouldn't give him any azz?
I'm sure that wasn't the case, but my brain was on alert. Then, I started thinking about all my past relationships. Did any of them break up with me because of that? So somehow out of all of this, I gained a fear that if I didn't give it up, the guy would leave me.
Thus the poem...
We are doing fine. I'm not leaving him, and our transition into versatility is working on our own time. This is the reason why I don't discuss my sex life on here, LOL. Trust and beleive, me and my man are very satisfied with what we have... we just want to experience more. It just takes me a little bit more time then most. It's my body, and I'm entitled to that.
I like to share my life so that it may help someone else who may be going through the same thing. But all these jokes about making me a bottom, and taking dick has got to stop! Half of ya got "bottum" hangups to! So anyway... I hope everyone enjoyed the poem, and shout out to Playboy Adonis for his version (From the other man's point of vew) of my poem (check the comments section of the last post to read it).
So moving right along... DANCE VIDEO COMING UP TOMMORROW!
Luv Ya Blogopia,
// ShawnQt //