I know why.
I don't want people to think I am a failure. This has always been my fear... I guess fear itself. I have been unemployed for a month now. Not only do I have to take care of myself, but my loved one as well. I hate going to my friends because either they going through the same thing I'm going through, or I'm ashamed because I feel like because I'm unemployed I will be looked down upon.
So I'm listening to Trey Songz and Drake song "Successful." Talk about a song that really hitting me hard. Reminds me of Trey's first song "Gotta Make It." I feel like I have enough talent and enough drive to really do my passion... but I have to prove it.
Because the economy is so bad, I have to be even more creative then those that trying to get the same position I'm going for. It's hard. It is starting to effect everything, my relationship, family & friends... and I'm not the type of person to really sulk and be pissed at situations.
What I'm learning now is to take "RISK." I have always been the kind of person to play it safe, but it can only get you to so many places. I need to create my own LEAP OF FAITH... and even if I fall a couple of times, there has to be one time that somebody will catch me!
Heavenly father, please sustain my spirit as I search for new and meaningful work. You have blessed me with a healthy body and a keen mind for which I am grateful. I ask that you open my path as I seek employment that will allow me to support my family and myself while serving others and your divine purpose. In gratitude and grace, Amen.
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Hey man, I can truly say I know where your coming from man. In October I lost my job as well due to this economy. I had a lot to think about and figure out. I mean I could go on forever about all the bad things that happened or almost happened to me. But I can say that God truly has been blessing me. Somehow he pushed me through, and now I'm doing a lot better. Sometimes (and I know it's hard to look @ it this way) but God allow things to happen for a reason. It could be a blessing about to happen for you. If I would have never got laid of Shawn, I probably wouldn't be creating my own Photography business right now, nor would I have had the chance to work in a salon like I always wanted to. So keep your head up, and i will pray for you as well. And may the ones around you be a rock for you to help hold you up in this difficult time of need. Take care buddy.... hugs....
P.S.
Read my story here.... http://deontek.blogspot.com/2009/07/keep-hope-alive.html
it explains how I felt when I was laid off, and the blessings that came from it happening.
As someone who's been unemployed for over a year, I totally get where you are coming from. However, I've come to realize that being unemployed has been one of the best things to happen in my life. I have made new connections, strengthened relationships, and grown so much as a person. Take this time to commit to doing those things you've always wanted to do, but didn't have the time. Volunteer, perfect your craft, be a mentor to a child. The key is to keep busy. Don't give your self time to sulk and think about how bad your situation is. Instead count your blessings, no matter how small. Whatever you do, keep progressing.
THANK YOU GUYS!!!
With my experiences, God is the best reference to have. I have always prayed to God to block the things that are not for me and to give mme the things I am destined to have. I also believe that he will keep me inbetween unfortunate times.
I'm praying with you and for you in this time that you're in. I'm lending you some of my favor. Make good use of it and remember to Give thanks to God. Maybe you should look up tithing...
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