Why did I have a dream that I was at this huge Black Gay Party at GIANTS Football Stadium, and I invited my MOM to come along! There were half naked men walking around, and my mom was just looking around like, "What is going on?" I was so embrassed, lol. Then Fuzzy walks by, says hi to me, then walks off. "Um... where they hell you going,"I said.
"I'll be right back!" I bet you will! Then in the main arena, was a Iceskating Gay Parade! It was dark, strobe lights were everywhere, and the House music was pumping. The weirdest part was the "Hollywood Squares" Set up, where in each box was a couple of men acting as if they were having sex!
One square had a man tied up, while he was sucking his, umm... love below. Another square had two guys doing it Ruff Ruff-style. Another square had a couple kissing... upside down. Only in my imagination!
This weekend is going pretty well. My Boyfriend finally got a job in his career! I'm really happy for him. It has been a struggle, and I have been struggling with him. Money always effects any relationship. When one person doesn't have money to go out, or pay for certain things, the other has to pull the weight. I will always be there to support my Fuzzy, but I'm happy that money will be coming in. Even better then that, he's finally cooking! He's even training to be a Manager, so now he can take me to Jamaica, lol!
I love Fuzzy so much. It going on 7 months now. We met as friends, went through our own personal stuggles, and we still end up on top. He's laying on the coach now, knocked out! We just got finish watching Soul Food (Got the first season on dvd from Walmart for $20)! We could have went to the club with Omar and J, but we decided to go home. I joked with him, about us wanting to go home and just chill really made us feel like a old married couple. But I look at it this way. What other guys go to the club to find, is what we have. So I treasure that. We still go to the clubs, just once in awhile. Yet, I enjoy the quiet nights at home with my man.
Here is a picture of me and Fuzzy on Valentine's Day
It really makes me think about how lucky I am to have him after two of my friends broke it off with there lovers. You want your friends to be happy like you. I hate to see my friends become "bitter" towards men, calling them dogs, and having no faith in gay relationships. What can you do?
Well it seems like I lost my work out partner. He has a new part time job, and we won't be able to work out like we do during the week. sigh. I can't be discouraged. Fuzzy gave me his ab machine, so I'm going to use that, and continue running and riding my bike. The diet is on and off, but I have been eating more consiously! I think once I start seeing results, then I will become more serious about it.
My friends have been ragging on me on my dance videos. Now everytime we go to a party, and "Sexyback" comes on, I have to perform, lol. Babysteps people, babysteps! I have been inspired by new music from Justin, Beyonce, and Janet, so I might do another practice video soon.
DO YOU GUYS HAVE THAT ONE PERSON
YOU ALWAYS DREAM ABOUT?
// ShawnQt //