Ain't he FWINE!
Shemar Moore was the first guy I ever had a crush on. Here I was at 16, cutting out magazine photos, and hiding my Alaye calendar so my Mom wouldn't find it. I would sit in my room and gaze at him, wishing I could be with him, since I couldn't be like him.
That was the interesting part about my attraction to guys. I would look at a guy at school and be like...
"Wow, he has nice skin. Look at his muscles? He is so popular around all the ladies... and guys. I wish I could be like him."
This is me when I was 19.
Let's just say I was feeling myself at that time. I was growing into my own manhood. I was just realizing that I wasn't a NERD anymore, and I was pretty attractive. I would take photos like crazy, just so that I could convince myself I was! I would take photos all the time, it was a addictive & crazy habit!
But as I got older, Six Pack went Bye Bye!
My stomach is flat, but it I miss it, you know. It does effect me. Now more since I turned 26. I just don't want to let myself go and by the age of 30, never reaching the level I really wanted my body to look. I mean there is hope, just look at Timbaland...
If He could do it, So can I!
Today I jogged on the track around Weequahic Lake. [that is like half a mile!] It was myself, Omar, Calvin, & Dana. It was pretty good. I had my IPOD on listening to Beyonce's "Ring the Alarm," so I was so pumped. I was dancing while running, I had fun actually. I'm not going think about the soreness later. I'll just have Fuzzy give me a massage, lol. [hint, hint] I have been eating much better. A lot of baked chicken. A lot of vegetables. A lot of salad.
I even bought some Fat Free Lays Chips for like 4 Bucks! Never again, it is not that serious!
I don't eat it all the time, just when I feel like I want some kind of junk food without feeling guilty,I do. We are going to start lifting weights next week. I want to get my body ready first, don't want to go to fast and injure myself... but getting the body I want really boils down to one word...
DEDICATION!
And when I do become a Sexy Beast, I'm going to have a party like this...
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im working on that sexy beast myself... with the fall and winter hibernation coming on it will be the best time to make it happen.
Of course I would find this when it's time for class! LOL
I'll be back!
Just like the first commenter stated, being dedicated will be easier for you because you have a crew doing it with you. You/You all can do it!
And I want beach pix in speedoes next summer of the whole crew at the beach when yall get cut up 2! LOL
that sexy beast will show up soon, i'm sure :) and i identify with the whole being attracted to guys u can't be like, i've always noticed the same thing in myself
I'm with you kid. We bringing sexy back. LOL
First off, you are already sexy. But I guess by sexy beast you mean that you want the body that most desire. Get a gym crew together also, it REALLY helps that have someone there with you. Good luck
You know you got me in your corner! And I'll give you a rub anytime you want. I give the Best rubs, any opposers can see me! :-P
@ lilgrown
Well the diet worked out well this past week, week two will be harder...
@ reddmann
When it works out, let me know what you did!
@ ladynay
You always pick the wrong times, lol
If you send me some speedos, I'll wear them just for you!
@ heartbreaker
See I knew I wasn't alone... hey, just trying to get a six pack like u!
@ DapperD
Looks like I have to catch up with u!
@ Ty
Thanks, lets see if Calvin act right, lol
@ Fuzzy
You know it!
My inner gay man is coming alive, the ugly superficial side and I'm like. HMMMMM let's get a six pack jsut for fun, matter of fact let's go for eight. And it might happen seeing as I'm joining the cross country team and starting back with dancing.
-Marz
I had that same calendar. We are a mess. I didnt want my mother to see it either.
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