Ain't he FWINE!
Shemar Moore was the first guy I ever had a crush on. Here I was at 16, cutting out magazine photos, and hiding my Alaye calendar so my Mom wouldn't find it. I would sit in my room and gaze at him, wishing I could be with him, since I couldn't be like him.
That was the interesting part about my attraction to guys. I would look at a guy at school and be like...
"Wow, he has nice skin. Look at his muscles? He is so popular around all the ladies... and guys. I wish I could be like him."
This is me when I was 19.
Let's just say I was feeling myself at that time. I was growing into my own manhood. I was just realizing that I wasn't a NERD anymore, and I was pretty attractive. I would take photos like crazy, just so that I could convince myself I was! I would take photos all the time, it was a addictive & crazy habit!
But as I got older, Six Pack went Bye Bye!
My stomach is flat, but it I miss it, you know. It does effect me. Now more since I turned 26. I just don't want to let myself go and by the age of 30, never reaching the level I really wanted my body to look. I mean there is hope, just look at Timbaland...
If He could do it, So can I!
Today I jogged on the track around Weequahic Lake. [that is like half a mile!] It was myself, Omar, Calvin, & Dana. It was pretty good. I had my IPOD on listening to Beyonce's "Ring the Alarm," so I was so pumped. I was dancing while running, I had fun actually. I'm not going think about the soreness later. I'll just have Fuzzy give me a massage, lol. [hint, hint] I have been eating much better. A lot of baked chicken. A lot of vegetables. A lot of salad.
I even bought some Fat Free Lays Chips for like 4 Bucks! Never again, it is not that serious!
I don't eat it all the time, just when I feel like I want some kind of junk food without feeling guilty,I do. We are going to start lifting weights next week. I want to get my body ready first, don't want to go to fast and injure myself... but getting the body I want really boils down to one word...
And when I do become a Sexy Beast, I'm going to have a party like this...