Deja Vu

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DREAM INFO:

Some believe Deja Vu is the memory of dreams. Though the majority of dreams are never remembered, a dreaming person can display activity in the areas of the brain that process long-term memory. It has been speculated that dreams read directly into long-term memory, bypassing short-term memory entirely. In this case, Deja Vu might be a memory of a forgotten dream with elements in common with the current waking experience. This may be similar to another phenomenon known as Deja Vu rein, or "already dreamed."

JUST WANTED TO TAKE SOME NEW PHOTOS... FEEL SPECIAL! WHAT YOU THINK?

Letter from my Fairy Godmother,

I was really moved by this e-mail I received today, just wanted to post it:

Hello,

I was fascinated over your writings...Please don't stop living your dreams..start sending in your stories...You have it! I stumbled on your site ..I'm a married mother of three..lol/ I'm not happy about your sexuality but you got the talent. Get your manuscript together and start sending them in...45 rejections keep sending them in..get an agent..use your network and get published....Read rudyard kipling..L'envoi to the seven seas....Don't stop until the coffin drops..a mother of three stopped dreaming one day and had a nervous breakdown..but I lost my father in 03 and mother in 04 and the list goes on...u got it and u r not ugly..one of your previous post u said that you were too short or something ...love u and then the others will follow...

your straight fairy godmother

can I be an orange moon?

"Why can't I be an Orange Moon
Reflecting the light of the Sun?"

c o m i n g o u t

I'm riding the 3 train uptown, and watch fuzzy drift in and out of sleep as I listen to beyonce on my ipod. I hear "your sexiness is so appealing, I can't let it go," and I smile. I can't stay mad at him. It was earlier that we all planned to head to the city to go to another one of Derrick L. Brigg's Book Club events. I had to work, and Fuzzy was coming to pick me up, so we could head over there and meet some friends who were also coming... yet that didn't come into play because he was an hour late.

I hate being late, especially when others are waiting on us as well, but fuzzy is always good with time, and this was the first time he's ever been this late... so I can't stay mad at him. Its cute to see him nod in and out of sleepiness. We approach our stop and make our "hike" to the book club. Everyone I admired was there, Derrick, No4Real, Prodical Sun, Ray, and few others I have met through the book club. It felt so good to walk in with fuzz by my side.

I can't emphasis enough the importance it is for me to hear these stories from other black gay men. It always motivates to do great and amazing things myself. I was even thinking about coming out to my mom sometime soon. Sometimes I leave the book club bittersweat, feeling like I want to do something, but I don't have a direction to go in. I'm not really known for doing anything "big".

After we leave, Fuzzy finds out that they are having church later on tonight, and he wants to go...

i d o n t w a n t 2 g o

I have such an attitude, and I hate it. He has an attitude because I have an attitude. All I want to know is how longis it going to be, because I really don't want to go. Yet here I am, in fuzzy's car, going, because he's not going to take me home. Besides, he went all the way to NYC with me to the book club, the least I can do is stay an hour or so at church with him right?

Well it would be easy enough for me to go to church, if I haven't had such bad experiences growing up with it. When I was younger, I was never comfortable going, especially since I got in trouble for "asking to many questions." Then lets not get on the "homosexuality" issue. But, since I have been with Fuzzy, I have actually gotten closer to at least being content with going with him to church. Yet, for me, I have to be mentally prepared to go. Not just go at the spur of the moment. But I have to support Fuzzy right?

I guess sitting in the back of the church with an attitude, hands crossed, face down, while everyone is praising God isn't support. I felt so bad, and I didn't know how to get out of it. Now I have to sit here and feel like I'm being judged for looking like I don't want to be here. As the church stands up to give the final prayer, the speaker talks about "rebuking the homosexuality spirit", and I walked out the church...

[to be continued...]

X-MEN'S NEXT TOP MODEL?

Tonight, me and my friends enjoyed a wonderful evening watching Tyra Bank's America's Next Top Model. Overall, the season is starting off to a good start!

So in honor of Tyra and her greatness, I wanted to take some photographs of my own. So now I bring you, the Models and heroines of the X-men...

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WHO DO YOU CHOOSE
TO BE THE X-MEN'S TOP MODEL?

// ShawnQt //

is shawnqt going crazy?

Greetings and Salutations...
From the land across the rainbow!

We are the Gnomes of Shawn's Imagination and
we have traveled far and wide to bring you
this message to you this day of the sun!

Have you noticed something weird about Shawnqt?
Have you received text messages,
myspace comments,
& phone conversatons

About Fairies, Gnomes, Unicorns,
Gumdrops, and hetrosexual dragons?
Then you have experienced Shawn's Weird Phase!

It all started millions of seconds ago (Sunday)
When our master enjoyed the gentle company of
Fuzzy and Calvin...

Shawn had giveth Calvin the book...
what book is this you ask?
My beautiful dicklies and pu na nas,
the book is called


THIS BOOK WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE

Yes, this very book was given to Calvin
so that he could choose the fate and destiny of
Shawn's Monday.
His mighty finger landed on "Go through a phase today"

Ahh, and so it was so, but there were many to choose from
An ANGRY PHASE
A SHY PHASE
AND YES...

FUZZY choose for Shawn to go through a 'WEIRD PHASE"
AND IT WAS SO...

Many were confused, by Shawn's weird antics,
as if he has gone off the deep end, but I tell you this...
it was a grand phase for all to see, and we hope that you
have enjoyed it so, for soon will come another day that
Shawn will choose his fate with in
THIS BOOK WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE

and this time, maybe ShawnQt really will become crazy!

This has been brought to you by the Gnomes of Shawn's Imagination.
Would you likesome Unicorn chips?

Of course not, you humans suck on dicklies and pu na nas!
What WEIRD choices you decide to put in your mouths!
Just spread there legs open, and do your business!

and you call us WEIRD for eating Unicorn chips?
Hmmph!